November 23, 2023: Breaking 2 attempt at the Invesco QQQ Thanksgiving Half Marathon

I ran my first sub-2-hour half-marathon in December 2015. Out of 31 half marathons run before today (not counting virtual races), 6 of those races were sub-2 finishes. The last time that I broke 2 hours was in December 2019, when I was probably in the best shape of my life. Since then, I've finished much slower, including one disastrous race in December 2021 and a truly crappy effort early this year. My most recent sub-2 attempt was out of reach by the 10K mark. I had big plans to gradually build distance over the summer. But by the end of August, my longest effort was 9 miles. 

If I was ever going to break 2 hours again, I needed some discipline, with the Atlanta Track Club training program. I didn't manage the training perfectly, but did the best that I could balancing running with challenges in life and at work. During the course run on November 4, I felt a quadriceps pull about 8 miles in. After it was apparent it wasn't going away on its own, I ended up walking 2 miles back to the car, wondering if my training was finished for this round. I dusted off the physical therapy exercises, and fortunately it resolved within a few days. A set of "monster walks" seemed immediately curative. With a little surprise, on November 8 I ran a 3-kilometer indicator run on the track at Agnes Scott College in 14:48, putting forth a maximum effort, but with minimal pain. If there was slight disappointment, plugging that 3-km time into the venerable McMillan calculator predicted a half-marathon finish of 2:00:22. Oh well, I was confident that I would run better than my March race. I resolved to be happy with any substantial improvement, whether it was shorter or longer than 2 hours. 

I'm in the middle, near the back but still visible if you look carefully

For my "Breaking 2" project, 11 weeks of Saturday long runs with a 10-minute/mile pace group culminated in a perfect weather morning: 41 deg F, little or no wind, and clear skies. I had not perfectly managed the training program, but did the best that I could while navigating some work-life-running challenges. During the course run on November 4, a quadriceps strain slowed me down 7 - 8 miles in, and after accepting that the pain wasn't magically going away, I walked 2 miles directly back to the car. As soon as I was home, I dusted off the physical therapy exercises, and fortunately it resolved within a few days. It seemed that a set of "monster walks" was immediately curative. To my surprise, on November 8 I ran a 3-kilometer indicator run on a track in 14:48, without pain. If there was slight disappointment, plugging that 3-km time into the MacMillan calculator predicted a half-marathon finish of 2:00:22. 

But one reason for optimism was the successful PNC Atlanta 10-miler one month ago, where I averaged the 2-hour half-marathon goal pace of 9:09 min / mile for 9 miles, banking enough energy for a faster finish. The hilly 10-miler route had covered some of the same terrain as today's race course, so I felt it was a valid predictor race. I also had vivid positive memories of the course from my personal-best 1:53:14 race on Thanksgiving Day in 2019. Fortunately I had no trouble accepting that I could not even get close to that personal best in today's effort. As we gathered in the corral for wave C, Chris Carino asked what was my goal, and I replied "1:59:59 - I'll be very happy with that!" 

Thousands of runners in front, looking due north toward downtown Atlanta

Lined up just behind the 2 hour pacer

Thousands of runners starting behind me, looking due south toward Center Parc Stadium

The 2:00-hour pacer lined up at the very front of wave C. I took a position a few rows back, resolving not to accidentally pass the pacer in the beginning of the race. It took a while to begin, perhaps there was a delay with clearing traffic from the route, but the 7:45 am start for wave A was delayed until 7:55 am. Had we started on time, the track club's plan was to separate waves by 3 minutes, but with the later start, Ronnel Blackmon was instructed to send us forward every 2 minutes. Ronnel gave the signal to begin, and I crossed the starting mat within a few seconds, but was immediately 50 feet behind the 2-hour pacer. The route was crowded, and my legs felt stiff, even though I had properly warmed up and then had kept moving while waiting in the corral. Before long we were on top of the back of wave B, and that slowed things down a bit, which was probably ideal in retrospect. I very gradually loosened up, and was more comfortably running at 9:10 min / mile pace approaching the state Capitol complex. After turning left on Decatur Street, I passed the 1-mile marker at 8:56. The 2-hour pacer was probably 10 seconds ahead of that hot pace. I guess I was going to be on my own today. 

Running northwest through downtown Atlanta, I thought about how easy this felt at mile 2 of a race than in mile 26 of the full marathon. This part of the route felt fairly level. Before long we were at 18 minutes elapsed, covering mile 2 in 9:06, closer to goal pace. The pacer was still about 10 seconds ahead but perhaps he was under control. Then we began an extended downhill section along Marietta Street, fairly gently past Georgia Tech. At the mile 3 marker (8:55, 27 minutes elapsed) a fellow runner shouted out "Just 10 miles to go!" I corrected him: "10.1 miles!" He conceded "Never underestimate the last 0.1 mile." Then we crossed the 5K timing mat, 28 minutes flat for me (9:00 min / mile average pace). "Now it's 10 miles to go, I called out!" There was nice camaraderie amongst the runners in the group running around me, although I missed the first water station in that section, as it came up a little earlier than I had expected from studying the course map in the days before today's race. Fortunately I had elected to carry a 16-ounce plastic bottle of Nuun, so I didn't need the extra hydration, although I wondered if I should have taken the walk break. Turning onto Northside Drive, there was a longer and slightly more pronounced slope: steep enough to see it and revel in it, but not steep enough to mess up my form. Heading downhill, thinking of the mantra "Relax and Glide", I caught up to run lead Brad Blitz, who had led most of my long runs in this training round. He was happy to hear that I was running well so far. When  I complained a bit about the fast pacer, Brad said "Probably trying save some time before getting into the hills." I replied "I'm trying to save some energy before getting into the hills." Mile 4 in 8:50, reaching the mile 4 marker around 36 minutes flat. I thought to myself, "The Atlanta Track Club should create the Fulton County Downhill 4-miler race!" 

At this stage I took my first gel, as planned. A water station was just one minute ahead, but I still had a few ounces of Nuun, and swigged down the last of that mixture instead of dealing through the chaos of the water station. Brad and I ran near each other through most of Atlantic Station. The 2-hour pacer was up ahead somewhere, but nowhere in my sight, never saw him again today. I think Brad was informally pacing a couple of other runners, certainly providing encouragement in the fashion of a good pacer. There was still a lot of conversation amongst the runners. I noticed landmarks such as the Millenium Gate. At the Interstate 75-85 overpass, I completed mile 5 in 8:57 on my watch, and around 45 minutes elapsed as we passed the official marker. 

Making a sharp right downhill turn following the tangent onto Spring Street, we were soon running uphill, for the first time since the first half-mile of the race. I focused on form, imagined running a tangent over the next three blocks to the left town onto 14th Street. The road was more steeply uphill, but by shortening my steps and maintaining a quick turnover, I managed to keep moving until the crest at Peachtree Street. I audibly let out my breath on the other side of Peachtree, "Wheeeewww!" and resuming gliding past mile 6, 9:15 and 54 minutes elapsed. That was my first mile slower than goal pace, but perfectly expected with 70 foot ascent for that mile. 

After heading into Piedmont Park, past a large cheer group, I crossed the 10K timing mat at 56:11, averaging 9:03 min / mile pace. I still felt really strong, knew that I was slightly ahead of pace, having balanced reserves of both time and energy during the net downhill sections. I walked through the Piedmont Park hydration station, taking my first walk break of the race, although it was very short, probably only 15 seconds. Returning to pace, I accidentally bumped elbows with another runner - "Sorry!" we both said. Then the woman looked again and said "Hi Frank!" Oh, it was Jacqueline Garner, "JG" from Coach Carl's training group! JG and I are the same age. She is a step faster than me, but I'm close enough so that we sometimes ran speed workouts together, or I would trail by a few meters, letting JG pace me through the workout. I started to chat about how well my race was going, trying for a sub-2-hour finish. JG had the same goal "I'm not going to talk much" she said "But we can encourage each other!" JG was all business today. While I had intended to stick with her for awhile, knowing we would need mutual encouragement in the uphill miles to come, JG effortlessly moved ahead, on the way to a negative split and 1:58:05 finish. I took a look at my watch as the time approached 1 hour flat: 6.65 miles, so about 1 minute ahead of goal pace. Mile 7 came up quickly, 9:08 minutes. There was a big cheer group at the Charles Allen Gate, representing Atlanta Run Club. Despite most of their members probably running this race, they still had a really good turnout. 

On 10th Street, we were running uphill, reversing the last half-mile of the Peachtree Road Race. When I ran this race in 2019, I remembered feeling the heavy wings of Fatigue in this section. Today I still felt strong, thanks to the slightly slower pace. My attitude was 100% positive. That was really helpful, because turning left onto Juniper Street, we were in the midst of a 2-mile, net 100 foot uphill stretch. I told myself, "Don't look at your watch" and "You've got this, you're doing great!" channeling Ali Feller's signoff on her podcast. When the mile 8 alert sounded near 8th street, 9:14 - not bad! We kept climbing past 6th street, where we had turned off for the 10-miler a month ago. Today we kept grinding on. This was where my quad strain had begun on the course run three weeks ago, but today - nothing, no pain at all! 

I took my second gel while crossing Ponce de Leon Avenue. That was perfectly timed, because one block later was the water stop, just where I expected it. Here I took the full 30 seconds to drink a cup of water mixed with a cup of powerade. That invigorated me as I resumed running. Mile 9: 9:26, my slowest mile so far. But running uphill, taking a walk break, I was able to put aside those concerns. 1:22 elapsed as I passed the mile 9 marker. That felt like what I had run in the 10-mile race last month, so assured me that I was on track. 38 minutes left to cover 4 miles. No ... 4.1 miles. I had run the first 4 miles, downhill, in 36 minutes. Could I run the last 4.1 miles, with some uphill to come, in less than 38 minutes? That was when I first realized that my goal was at risk. 

Turning onto John Wesley Dobbs, I glided downhill to the underpass for Interstate 75-85. I could see, above the top lane of the highway, the top of the hill on the otherside of the highway. I wasn't sure at first until I realized that the ant-like figures were moving, so those were runners on Irwin Street, not the top of a building. Passing through the underpass, I mentally prepared myself for the steepest uphill section of the race. I remembered from 4 years ago a volunteer encouraging us to "Keep your heads up!", and remembered those words when it was my turn to grind my way up the hill. "Keep your head up! Shorten your stride! You've got this! You're halfway up! You're doing great! And ... and ... finally over the top!" 4 years ago, I thought that many others walked up the hill, but today almost everyone around me was still running, slowly, but running, not walking. Shortly after that ordeal, my watch sounded mile 10 in 9:17! But as I passed the mile 10 marker on the course, I saw the watch clicking toward 1:32 elapsed. 28 minutes to cover the last 5 K. Exactly the same amount of time that I ran for the first 5K on fresh legs. Now I was definitely tired. 

But as I ran east on Irwin Street, away from the steep underpass, I began to feel better, a little stronger. I didn't look at my watch, continued to focus on form. Irwin Street had a tiny incline but not enough to adversely affect my running. I've noticed before that a very slight upgrade is probably ideal for my stride. As we approached the right turn at Randolph Street, a volunteer called "Up the hill!" Was that meant to be helpful or encouraging? In that moment I truly understood the phrase "It is what it is." I was still running fairly well, but was thinking of Eliud Kipchoge in his first Breaking 2 attempt in Italy, saying to his coach "We didn't do it." 2:00:25, he was so incredibly close, but didn't achieve the goal time. Fortunately, given more time to train, Kipchoge succeeded, 1:59:40 in Vienna

A quick right onto Edgewood, then a quick left on Bradley. Another steep uphill - but there was a water stop. Thank goodness, I had a great excuse to walk up that hill, not even deviating from my plan to walk through the water stations. At the top of the hill, we turned right onto Decatur Avenue. The walk break had succeeded in restoring some equilibrium, I began to get back on pace now that we were on a level road. Mile 11, 9:33. At the mile 11 marker, my watch registered 1:41 elapsed. 2.1 miles, 19 minutes left, that meant 9:00 minute miles all the way to the finish. "I can do that" I said to myself. This is everything I’ve been working for since first week of September. A woman in front of me handed a top shirt to a man, saying "I'm going for sub-2." She looked stronger than me, but I said to myself "Me too, going for sub-2.

Turning left onto Hilliard Street, running through the MARTA tunnel, emerging with a right turn onto Martin Luther King Jr. Drive, I could see the gold dome of the Capitol building in the distance. Ahead and to the right was the Corey Tower, it seemed to be a few minutes away. Less than two minutes later, I was passing the Tower, so I guess I was running quickly enough. MLK Drive was flat enough. Approaching the I-75-85 connector, Mile 12, 9:05. That was an improvement, but there were 5 seconds that I would need to make up between now and the finish. Approaching the official mile 12 marker, my watch showed 1:50 elapsed. I did the arithmetic in my head: Average 9:10 min / mile pace to this point, 12 seconds slower than 2:00:00 pace. With 1.1 miles to run in 10 minutes or less, the 2-hour goal was still doable, but I would have to hustle. 

At the same time, a woman ran up to me and said "I'm following you all the way in." She fell back as I was thinking "I'm the one who needs a pacer!" But turning onto Capitol Avenue, I knew from past experience that I had a long downhill finish ahead - just as soon I cleared the Interstate 20 overpass onto Hank Aaron Drive, due south toward the former Olympic Stadium, now Center Parc Stadium. I could see the Olympic Rings in the distance, estimated it would take 3 minutes to get there. 3 minutes ticked by and I still wasn't there. Time to accelerate. When I finally passed under the rings, my watch read 1:56:00. I wasn't sure but was concerned that if the finish line was 1/2 mile away, I was going to miss my goal by a few seconds. I wished that I had measured out the distance from the Olympic Rings landmark earlier this morning. We crossed a couple of timing mats: Were those to announce the names of incoming finishers? They weren't that close to the finish line. Oh, those were the starting line timing mats. How far to the finish? Nothing to do but lean into this final downhill section. I caught up to a group of five younger women running together, taking the entire lane. I wanted to go around but couldn't do so without leaving the lane and adding some extra steps. They broke apart to pass a slower runner. I thought about trying to pass through the gap, but then they shifted into a higher gear. I matched their tempo, now satisfied to follow them for the rest of the race. 

The back side of the finish line, around 7:15 am

My watch sounded mile 13 before I turned the corner onto Georgia Avenue. I didn't notice the alert but the watch recorded 8:41 for that stretch. After turning the corner, I saw the mile 13 marker, looked down at my watch, and saw 1:58:4x. "I'm going to make it!" Finally, I mentally relaxed. Remarkably, as my mind relaxed, my legs moved even faster, drawn by the magnetic pull of the finish line. I heard Ronnel announcing finishers - I looked for him on the left, then the right side of the finish line, didn't see him, but then I was over the timing mat for the finish line. I held both hands as high as possible in celebration! Then reached up and stopped the watch: 1:59:33!! I did it, I did it, I DID IT! 

I turned around to see if I could recognize coming in behind me while walking backwards, but didn't see anyone familiar. The volunteers asked us to keep moving, and I decided that it was too risky to walk backwards any faster. But looking around once more, I saw Brad Blitz, then Daniel Yee, and was thrilled to share with them both "First sub-2-half in 4 years!

The official result was available a few minutes later: 1:59:26! Hey, I beat Kipchoge's 26.2 mile time by 14 seconds - if that means anything.....LOL. Best of all, although I was tired, I wasn't injured. What a great feeling to have succeeded in this stage of the great rebuilding project! I didn't run a negative split, but given the downhill start, I was pleased with the successful execution of my race plan. And for whatever it's worth, I outran the McMillan calculated result by nearly 1 minute! 


October 22, 2023: The PNC Atlanta 10 Miler

After John Dougherty suddenly passed away on September 23, Bonnie flew that afternoon to New Jersey to be with her sister, for emotional support and to assist with funeral arrangements. I flew to New Jersey the following Friday with Bonnie's brother, Brutus, for the funeral on September 30, then we all returned to Atlanta together late on Sunday October 1. I had been working on a grant application due on September 30, and with John's passing it was difficult for me to keep up with anything more than what absolutely had to be done to finish the grant proposal and keep up with my Emory course. Getting back to work on Monday October 2, I was going to bear down and catch up on everything, including a research paper from a recent Ph.D. graduate's thesis that was due on Monday October 16. 

Then on Thursday evening October 5, Bonnie was leaving her office, walking to her car in the parking deck, when she apparently missed a step and fell, severely hyperextending her knee, and as we discovered in the following days, completely tearing the tendon holding the lower leg to the patella. Since then, Bonnie's independence has been sharply limited, other than going from home to doctor's offices, and more recently, to surgery on Thursday October 19. Fortunately the surgeon was pleased with the surgical outcome, but Bonnie faces 6 weeks of immobility to allow the surgical repair to heal, and then faces months of physical therapy. If there is any good news, the surgeon assured Bonnie that after physical therapy, she should be able to resume activities that she was doing before the injury. So we're hopeful. 

Getting back to me, I'm in the middle of a running "rebuild", in the Atlanta Track Club half-marathon training program, trying to see if I can run a half-marathon in less than 2 hours on Thanksgiving Day. I've done this several times, but my most recent "Breaking Two" accomplishment was nearly 4 years ago. There are probably a few reasons for the long gap, including not having run that many half marathons since that time (thanks pandemic) and having gained about 20 pounds in the past 4 - 5 years. In August I resumed tracking everything I ate with the Weight Watchers app. It works, I'm down 5 pounds after two months, and I'm confident that I will gradually lose more weight if I just maintain awareness of what I'm eating. With the loss of the pounds, and the onset of cooler weather, I can tell that my fitness is improving. I've had some good workouts on the track. In the 10-miler, my goal was to practice goal half-marathon pace. I'll need to run 13.11 miles averaging 9:09 minutes to run a sub 2-hour half-marathon (without rounding off for significant figures, 1:59:57!) 

My specific goal for this race was to run that pace for 10 miles. 

  1. Could I do it? 
  2. If successful, how would it feel? 

With Caroline Dunn before the start

And with Stephanie Batson a moment later. 
I like this year's in-training shirt, very comfortable, 
and also very visible. 

A couple of photos of wave C at the starting line,
less than a minute before our wave began the race.

Lining up in wave C before dawn, I saw Colleen Curran, Caroline Dunn, and Stephanie Batson - it was nice to catch up with all three of them. The extraordinary master of ceremonies Ronnel Blackmon sent off the wave A runners at 7:15 am, wave B 3 minutes later, and then wave C at 7:21 am. As we moved toward the starting mat, Stephanie darted out ahead of us. Crossing the start line, I easily found a 9:30 min / mile pace for the first couple of blocks, then turning left onto 17th Street. On occasion other runners were dashing past. I saw another runner wearing the Thanksgiving Half Marathon in-training shirt, joked with him "I wonder how many of these runners we will be passing later in the race!" I just running steadily across the I-75/85 overpass, across Spring Street and West Peachtree, then a left turn onto Peachtree. Around this point I had caught up with Stephanie, and we ended up running the rest of the first three miles together. Mile 1 marker at 9:27 (+67 ft, -11 ft). That was a little slow, but I knew that I would need to rein myself in on downhill miles 2 and 3. 

Crossing the overpass over the I-75/85 connector.
Atlantic Station is now immediately behind us. 

Stephanie and I chatted most of the way down Peachtree Street. I remember one older man on the sidelines looking straight at me as I passed, saying "Great job, sir!" I took a walk break near the mile 2 marker accepting a cup of water. It was funny (to me) to hear a volunteer say "Oh my gosh, I just gave that runner an empty cup" which must have happened to someone just ahead of me. Mile 2 in 9:11 (+15 ft, -42 ft) and then mile 3 down Cardiac Hill, in 9:05 (+66 ft, -144 ft). 27:43 elapsed, 9:14 min / mile average pace. 

As soon as I made the turn in the Peachtree Hills neighborhood, I lost track of Stephanie. For awhile, I hoped that she was drafting behind me, but I gather that she fell behind quickly in the hills. In some years this has been the first tough part of the race, but this year I felt that I was able to take on the rolling hills under control. It was nice to begin passing a few people in this section. Emerging onto Lindbergh Drive, we approached the main MARTA station at mile 4, 8:57 (+86 ft, -60 ft); 36:40 elapsed. This translated to a 9:10 min / mile average pace - I was thrilled to have worked down almost to my overall goal pace. I was feeling strong, definitely had 6 more miles left in me. 

Turning right onto Piedmont Road, I took a walk break at the second water stop. After briefly going downhill over Peachtree Creek, then through the I-85 underpass, we ran a rather steep uphill getting into Midtown Atlanta. I had struggled with this hill in our training run a week ago, taking a long walk break, but today I had the mental strength to keep running uphill. I crossed the Mile 5 timing mat at 46 minutes flat (+86 ft, -78 ft; officially 45:58 chip time), which was a 9:12 min / mile average pace. If it looked like I was beginning to slip from my goal pace, actually I knew that I was doing OK - much stronger than last year. I felt that I had banked a decent amount of energy for the second half. We still kept climbing uphill - once again I was glad that I had recently run this section in training, so I was able to stay calm, shorten my stride, and passed a few dozen people. As I crested the hill, a couple of blocks before Monroe Drive, I knew that a water stop would be around the mile 6 marker, and as I crossed Monroe Drive, I took a citrus gel (Atlanta Track Club was giving away boxes of these to trainees a week ago). I actually had to run a couple of minutes after taking the gel before reaching the water station, which wasn't ideal. Mile 6 in 8:57 (+56 ft, -64 ft), 55 minutes flat, back on the 9:10 min / mile average pace. A couple of minutes later, I finally reached the water station. It's a good thing that I brought my own gel: a volunteer was handing out gels, but he was standing much too close to the volunteers handing out water. It takes me a full minute to tear open a gel and roll up the package to squeeze the contents into my mouth. It's only after that minute that I want the water to rinse down the sugar. 

This year the route had changed a bit: instead of briefly turning into Ansley Park, we kept running uphill on Piedmont Road. It was a relief to turn into the Botanical Gardens, and after a minute running down the nice hill behind the Piedmont Driving Club to enter Piedmont Park. The outer road of the Active Oval was rolling hills, but I absorbed some positive energy from a large cheer group, several dozen people from the Atlanta Running Club. As we ran past the 14th Street exit, the mile 7 alert sounded: 9:11 (+121 ft, -59 ft), 1:04:10 elapsed. Still on pace as long as I could speed up a bit in the last couple of miles, which I was pretty sure would be the case. 

Thanks Alice Pate for cheering for us on the toughest mile of this course!

We exited the park at 12th Street, and began climbing immediately after crossing Piedmont Road. It didn't look that steep at first, but the hill was gradually and continuously uphill, all the way up to Juniper Street. Last year I gave in to a nice long walk break on 12th Street. This year I fought off the temptation, just shortened my stride, and maintained a running motion. This was another sector where I passed a few dozen people. As I turned left onto Juniper Street, I could see that the first block or two of Juniper Street was downhill. But my legs had turned to jelly on the 12th Street hill. I wondered if that had been a wise decision to run all the way up 12th Street, since I couldn't get back up to speed right away, and then we started going uphill, again! The one positive thing about Juniper Street was Alice Pate standing on the right side of the road, cheering on the runners that she knew and capturing our photos - thanks Alice! In previous years on this course, we turned left at 8th Street, but with the change in mile 6, we were now routed to 6th Street. Those extra blocks on Juniper Street were straight uphill. Mile 8 in this race is always my slowest, no matter the route, and this year was no exception. I was pleasantly surprised to see not only a sub 10-minute mile, but 9:36 (+111 ft, -30 ft)! I walked through the water station around the mile 8 marker. Mile 8 was still my slowest mile today, but not terrible. Elapsed time of 1:13:45 dropped my overall average pace to 9:13 min / mile. But I knew from experience that miles 9 and 10 would be net downhill. 

As I was getting back up to speed, a car turned sharply in front of me and another runner, to get into a parking garage. The driver waved as they turned, but I had to quickly stop my acceleration and yelled "Hey! Hey!" I didn't care for that close call. I tried to shake off that memory as we turned right onto West Peachtree Street. 10th Street is the top of the hill in mile 9, but the other disadvantage of running down to 6th Street is that we had to work our way uphill for four blocks, not the two short blocks from 8th Street in the previous route. The Garmin data shows that I really slowed down in this part of the course. Fortunately I was able to get back to a good speed shortly after crossing 10th Street, and at least I didn't have jelly legs this time. A few runners passed me in this section, which prompted me to increase my own pace, and thankfully my body responded as I had hoped. Before I knew it, my pace in the 9th mile had dropped from >10 minutes per mile around 10th Street to <9 minutes per mile before we had even reached the mile 9 marker. 8:40 (+32 ft, -104 ft), 1:22:25 elapsed. Average pace per mile to this point: 9:09!!

And I knew that I had banked enough energy to run a strong final mile. My goal time today was 1:31:30, which would correspond exactly to the same pace needed for a 2:00:00 half marathon. As soon as I had passed the mile 9 marker, I definitely sped up, with a nice downhill assist to the 17th Street intersection. I could see the I-75/85 overpass up ahead, but I ran up that final hill of the race fairly strongly, passing quite a few people who were clearly exhausted. Not that I wasn't a little tired myself, but the mantra "You can do anything for one mile" gave me wings to fly! I had not remembered how many blocks it was to the final turn into Atlantic Station (the answer is 5 blocks, 2 blocks to Market Street and then three more blocks) but I just turned off my brain and ran-ran-ran. A 9 minute final mile would get me to my goal with a little cushion, and whenever I glanced at my watch, I saw 8:something for my pace. 

The final turn: I was running strongly, saw Allison Troxell (one of Coach Carl's long-time trainees) walking from the finish. I had enough energy to smile and wave. Then Atlanta Track Club Executive Director Rich Kenah was along the cones in the middle of the road, cheering us into the finish. I felt well enough to smile and say "Thanks!" as I passed. I wasn't sure how far the finish line was from my location, just counting on the confidence that I was running fast enough and had gotten far enough by mile 9 to achieve my goal, so now it was to see how strongly I could finish. We made a sharp right turn - a ha! there is the finish line, the road took a little jog to the left and straightened out. I saw two women running ahead of me; I threw in a final kick, closed some distance on them, pushed a little harder to get a few steps ahead of them, and over the finish line! Stopping my watch, 1:30:47 elapsed, mile 10 in 8:21, -43 ft (so no wonder I ran so quickly!) 

Just steps from the finish line.
Individual photos from Marathon Foto are free this year! 

I achieved all goals today: with an official time of 1:30:41, I outran my goal time by more than 45 seconds, achieving an average pace for the entire race of 9:04 minutes per mile. I also ran a nice 1:15 negative split today, 45:58 for the first 5 miles, then 44:43 for the last 5 miles. I was tired but I wasn't wiped out (although Bonnie might disagree after seeing me nap off and on for the rest of the day...). I was proud to survive the beast of uphill miles 7 and 8, and had banked enough energy to take advantage of the downhill miles 9 and 10. 

Look at those hills! Craaaazzzyyyyyyy!

Today I could not have added on another 5K to complete a half marathon at that pace - but with a full month of training remaining before Thanksgiving, I now think that I have a realistic chance of breaking 2 hours if conditions are good. Today's race was a nice comeback, completing a quality effort this year, erasing the disappointment of a 3-minute positive split last year. 

Actual temperature was 61 deg F at the start, and
the same temperature during my cooldown mile after the race.
The statistic that I'm most proud of is passing 130 people
on the second half of this tough course. 

September 23, 2023: Refuge Coffee Run 5K

October 1 prelude: As I finished a post-race cooldown mile on September 23, Bonnie called me with the news that her brother-in-law, John Dougherty, was being rushed to the hospital due to a heart attack at home. 20 - 30 minutes later came the tragic news that John could not be saved. John was only 54 years old. He was married to my sister-in-law Sunny Youn for less than a year. This weekend we traveled to New Jersey for John's funeral on September 30, the same weekend that one year ago we had attended the festivities around their October 1, 2022 wedding. 

John and Sunny, at the post-wedding brunch October 2, 2022

Sunny and John with our parents-in-law at the pae-baek, 
a Korean wedding tradition. 

family photo at the wedding venue

I last saw John in August when he and Sunny visited Atlanta for a week - a week that coincided with our father-in-law's US citizenship exam. We joined a celebratory brunch after Dad's successful test. John was so proud that our father-in-law was now a US citizen. To quote John and his appreciation of his / our own birthright citizenship, compared with much of the rest of the world, "we're born on third base." For this race that celebrates our local immigrant community, I've written this blog post in memory of John Dougherty. The rest of this account is as I remember the morning, before knowing of the tragedy that was befalling John.

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I arrived about 75 minutes before the start of the race, to get the first five miles of a nine-mile day. Due to a mix-up in communication from Atlanta Track Club, incorrectly indicating that we wouldn't have a group run this weekend, I decided to register for this race, which I've run several times, most recently in September 2022. Part of my five miles before the race was a circuit of the race course, followed by one mile toward Atlanta on the PATH trail, savoring memories of marathon training long runs on this route last winter, then back to the starting area at the Refuge Coffee Company. 

I made it back to my car a couple of blocks from the start with just enough time to change into a dry singlet and a fresh pair of running shoes. I lined up with Lindy Liu and Ellen Ausley. Lindy asked about my goal, my answer "27 - 28 minutes." I had run faster last year, but wanted to focus on running half-marathon pace for 2.5 - 3 miles, instead of trying to run as past as possible from the start. And we were off! Our large group, over 500 strong this year, streamed across Ponce de Leon Avenue and across the railroad tracks, making a left turn past a car with passengers that found itself stopped by our group, then a right turn onto Norman Road into residential Clarkston. I was running fairly easily as we headed downhill toward Milam Park, but not exceeding 9 min / mile. About 5 minutes in, we started uphill, but I felt surprisingly fresh despite more than 5 miles on my legs for the morning. A resident was handing out bottles of water for their personal water station in front of their home. It was a little early in a race for me to take water, plus I didn't want to carry a bottle for most of the race, but I appreciated the gesture. Making a left turn onto Otello Avenue, a cheer group was singing "Good morning to you!" accompanied by a tambourine or similar instrument. I flashed a smile and called back "Good morning!" as we passed the mile 1 sign, 8:47 elapsed. 

Turning right on Echo Woods Drive, I enjoyed the last downhill section of the race. Looping back onto Otello, we had a steep uphill that in some years has reduced me to walking, but this year I was determined to shorten my stride but keeping working my way up the hill. I passed a young girl in this section, who sprinted ahead of me as soon as we turned onto Otello, but I ended up passing her for good. We passed a home with a large scroll posted in front of the property, which I had photographed earlier that morning. The poem reads: 

"In my corner of this diverse hood,
Where a full life's passions have withstood,
I cherish hobbies that I hold dear, 
But let me make one thing crystal clear. 

I tinker with cars, my lifelong dream,
To mend their hearts and make them gleam,
But selling or fixing for others, I do not strive,
My love for them, it's me who keeps alive. 

I resurrect relics, old toys I mend,
A story of revival, my chosen trend,
To judge me without facts, oh, it's unkind,
For I cherish the treasures that I find. 

On this property where my heart resides,
I care for my dad, my duty abides,
An 82-year-old soul, who needs my hand,
In this chaotic life where I proudly stand.

Before 24, I had triumph and fell,
Lived through experiences, as my stories tell,
Now in my forties, I continue to grow,
Learn, build, and collect, with a unique glow. 

I don't tread the path of a follower's role, 
I craft my own story, with heart and soul,
If you seek the truth, knock on my door,
And perhaps, you'll enter wonderland's floor. 

But to judge me by appearance or name,
Is a lesson in life, a hurtful claim,
My life's a whirlwind, I walk my own way, 
So, before you invent tales, let facts have their say

If you're new here, welcome with grace,
In this neighborhood, there's no HOA's embrace,
We're different, diverse, and that's our strength,
Let's respect each other, go to any length. 

For those who play the "Karen" Game,
No satisfaction you'll find or claim,
Check your facts before you speak and chide,
Inventing stories, let's set them aside. 

Ahmed, in this version, stands unique and true,
A life well-lived, with experiences to accrue.
Have a wonderful day, enjoy our diversity's flame
In this neighborhood, we'll never be the same. 
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With a left turn onto Erskine Road, we soon turned onto the PATH trail, between downtown Atlanta to Stone Mountain Park. This section is the nicest part of the entire trail in my opinion, through a little forest, enjoying the quiet insulation from the street on our left and the railroad tracks to our right. Mile 2, 8:58. Just about right for goal half-marathon pace. A young child was running with their father, and was moving impressively quickly even though the child was probably in an elementary school grade. Originally I wasn't going to pass them, but after a while it just made sense for me to go around. Then the PATH trail left the forest, returning through town. I was still running just under a 9 min/ mile pace, recognizing that I was just a few blocks from the final turn to the finish. Crossing Norman Road, we had just one block that was a fairly significant uphill. For the first time today, the cumulative miles began to take their toll, and I had to struggle mentally not to take a walk break, so close to the finish. I passed the mile 3 marker in 8:42, 26:28 elapsed. Hmm, that was my finishing time in this race on the same course last year

As I passed the mile 3 marker, I literally felt the energy drain from my body. I don't know what happened, but it was a struggle to make the right turn, get over the railroad tracks, and cross Ponce de Leon Avenue to reach the finish line, not that far away. I managed to keep running, although a couple of people passed me in that final stretch. It took me more than a minute to get to the finish line, completing the race in 27:34 chip time. 

The last 0.11 mile.
It doesn't look that far away after the race....


All of these photos were taken well after I completed my race

I managed to cool down and catch my breath after a few minutes. Before rigor mortis set into my legs, I went on an easy one mile jog, to complete 9 miles total for the day. I was at my car, changing into a fresh shirt, when Bonnie called to tell me that John was being transported to the hospital by ambulance, having had a heart attack at home. I was shocked by the news, but tried to reassure Bonnie that people survive heart attacks as long as they get prompt treatment. I walked back to the start-finish area, where the announcer was naming the winners, then age-group champions. Having run a minute slower than last year (3rd place finish in 2022), I didn't expect anything, but to my shock, my name was called for the men, ages 60 - 64 age group! The age group awards were these cute toy globes, in line with the race theme. 


It was then, as I was walking back to my car, that Bonnie called again to tell me that John Dougherty had passed away. It must have been a massive heart attack, and while the emergency team had arrived quickly, there was not much that could be done other than to cardiopulmonary resuscitation (CPR) in the back of the ambulance into the hospital emergency room. 

Bonnie and I have lost a lot of friends and acquaintances in 2023, all before they were truly "old": 

  • January 2023: Hee-Yoon Lee, age 64, one of my best friends from graduate school and a groomsman at our wedding
  • April 2023: Josh Kenyon, age 56, one of Bonnie's former co-workers
  • July 2023: Ron Simpson, age 65, one of Bonnie's current co-workers
  • September 2023: John Dougherty, age 54. 

Hold those dear to you closely.
Make every day the best it can be. 
Life is all too short, no matter how young or old one is. 

September 4, 2023: The Big Peach Sizzler 10K

Today I completed one of my favorite races, the Big Peach Sizzler 10K. I have so many good memories from this race series: successfully adapting to adversity in the 2014 race, setting my personal best 10K time in the 2017 race, and the infamous "mano-a-mano" contest with Brian Minor in 2019. Time has nearly completely healed the emotional scar suffered in my defeat in the last 0.1 mile of that race. 

Today is also Day 1 of the Atlanta Track Club's Training Program for the Thanksgiving Half Marathon. After not running more than 8 miles since the Memorial Day 15K, I realized that if I was going to improve in that race distance, I needed the accountability of a training group, to make sure that I would actually complete all of the weekend long runs. I'm looking forward to it! 


My birthday is coming soon. Bonnie proposed taking advantage of the low-stress (for me) Labor Day weekend for an early birthday "Staycation", over Saturday night, at the Hotel Intercontinental. It happened to be on the race course, just over 1 kilometer from the finish line. We dined elegantly, beginning with High Tea in the Astor Room at the St. Regis Hotel, dinner at The Americano restaurant, and a Sunday morning massage at the St. Regis Hotel. That was very relaxing, especially on my lower calves which are often sore when I wake up or haven't been moving for awhile. Thanks Bonnie! 💕

Today's temperature of 68 deg F at the start felt absolutely refreshing, after 2+ months acclimatizing to running in warm / hot weather. My goal was to run an average 9 min / mile pace, gradually progressing just a little faster with each passing mile, to mimic what I hope to do over 13.1 miles in the Thanksgiving Half. My goal over the next few months is to train well enough to run that race at 9 min / mile pace to finish my first sub-2-hour half marathon since December 2019

With Lindy Liu, Joshua Isaacs, and Susie Hill

With Donna Roberts

I did a warm-up mile around Chamblee with Lindy Liu, saying hello before the start to Susie Hill, Long Tran, Jeff Norris, David Bloomquist, Jordan Eison (zipping past during his warmup - on the way to 6th place overall!), Susie Kim (age group winner), Caroline and Paul Dunn, Donna Roberts, Joe Lenahan - sorry if I missed anyone! Lindy told me that she was going for about 57 minutes. When I shared that I was trying to beat 56 minutes, Lindy proposed using me as a pacer. Gulp! The burden of responsibility weighed more heavily on me than Lindy probably expected - since I wasn't completely confident that I could achieve that goal - but too late for me to back out now! Fortunately everything felt really good, so it was up to me to execute a conservative start and then to parcel out my energy reserves over the 10K distance. 

Our start: Lindy (in purple) is right behind me (in yellow)

Right before we began, I realized that we were fairly tightly packed. I mumbled something like "Let's hope no one gets trampled", then we heard the gunshot starting the race at 7:32 sharp. It didn't take long to get to the starting mat, I said more loudly "Good race everyone!" and we were off. Fortunately, it seems that we had self-seeded appropriately. It was a little slow going in the first block but in the second block I saw a 10 min / mile average pace since the start, and figured that I was probably moving close to my goal pace. "Relax and glide" I reminded myself. I enjoyed the sensation of cool air as I ran forward, attentive to my technique. We turned onto Peachtree Road without incident, enjoying three lanes of roadway in the beginning. Making the turn, I thought I caught a glance of Lindy close behind me, so I guess I was doing OK. The first mile went quickly, 9:01 as I passed the mile 1 marker and 9:11 elapsed on my watch. Perfect! I decided that I didn't need to change anything. Around 1.5 miles in, I walked through the first water stop, quickly got back up to speed. Mile 2 in 8:56, again I was really happy with that. 

Midway through mile 3, I began to notice a little fatigue. That worried me, so I tried some intentional diaphragm breathing, and that helped a bit. My heart rate was 163 beats per minute, a little above my threshold of 160 bpm - as of 5 years ago. My watch indicated that I was running at an 8:40 min / mile pace. I reined in my effort a bit, but then up ahead was a long downhill heading into the middle of Brookhaven. To my right was Caroline Dunn. I figured that I might run with her for a few minutes, but my momentum kept carrying forward down the hill. I said as I passed "Taking advantage of my mass" and then remembering that Caroline is an engineer, I added "It's inertia, not gravity". Now the problem with passing anyone that I know in the middle of the race, is that I don't want to face the shame of getting passed later in the race if I start slowing down just because I'm getting a little tired. Mile 3 in 8:52, 27 minutes elapsed, still on the plan. I estimated that I reached the 5K mark at 28 minutes elapsed, perfect for a 56 minute finish - as long as I didn't slow down!!

The next water station was up ahead. I put on a little acceleration to have a clear lane on the right side. I accepted a cup of water from one of the last volunteers, then took my second walk break of the race, counting to 30. Getting back up to speed, refreshed by the hydration, it seemed like we were heading gently downhill throughout mile 4. Indeed the marker came up quickly, mile 4 in 8:44, now under 36 minutes elapsed. At this point, I adopted the mindset of passing mile 24 in a marathon, just 2.2 miles to go, "You can do this Frank!" I had no idea if Lindy was still behind me and was too focused to look back, I was racing for myself. 

Mile 5 is always a tough mile in this race, and is usually my slowest mile even in my best performances on this course. It's net uphill by just 15 feet, and the rises are short and gentle in slope, but I have to rely on grit to keep moving forward. At the water station between Peachtree Dunwoody Road and Wieuca Road, I probably stretched the walk break beyond 30 seconds. I needed 10 seconds to slow my breathing so that I could drink the cup of water without choking, but it was worth it. When I began running again, I was moving quickly, taking advantage of a gentle downhill stretch until we approached Lenox Road. The dividing line between Wave D and Wave C in the Peachtree Road Race. My watch sounded the mile 5 alert in the middle of the crossing, I waited to check until I had safely crossed in front of the car that the police had stopped for me - "thanks!" and was pretty happy to see 8:52, so I had not really slowed down very much. The mile 5 marker equalled marathon mile 25 in my head today.       

I was beginning to struggle. I think that I kept my form together, but I had to remember to keep my head up to look ahead instead of down. I remembered Coach Carl's advice for the last 1.22 miles: "Just 5 laps on the track!" To me I didn't feel like it was going to be "just" 5 laps to go, but then the mile 2 marker for the 5K race appeared, so 1.11 miles to the finish, and I realized that I was halfway through the first "lap". A few 5K finishers were walking back up the race course to cheer us on - I recognized Angelina Stasulis, who publishes a weekly blog "Doin' it for the hashtag", one of the few blogs that I still regularly follow. Heading uphill over the GA-400 overpass was challenging. Sweat was running into my eyes, I wanted to take a walk break so badly, but just in time I heard Kristi Swartz cheering me on by name. I kept running. My heart rate was now well above 170 bpm, as we passed the Hotel Intercontinental. I reminded myself that over the weekend I had revved up above 170 bpm a couple of times on the 20th floor, so my heart would also survive this, even if it didn't feel as fantastic today. 


Thanks to Paul Dunn for these photos, 
on Lenox Road, 20 - 30 seconds before the finish line.

Finally, the right turn onto Piedmont Road was ahead. For me, it's reliably 4 minutes to the finish line from that turn. I took a quick glance at the watch, ignoring the heart rate and pace, but seeing 51:30 total elapsed time. Mentally I relaxed, because I realized that I was now almost certain to achieve my 56 minute goal. And after getting over the hill at the intersection, I began to pick up speed. One, two, three blocks to the next turn, where Paul Dunn was cheering me forward. I missed hearing the mile 6 alert but it was 8:42, so that was my fastest full mile of the race. On Lenox Road, the elevation seemed to increase just a bit. I may have slowed down a bit but remembered to "relax and glide", and I was still moving fairly quickly. One final right turn, and the finish line was ahead of me. There was no one directly in front of me - and unlike my last race, no one outkicked me at the very end. The race clock to the left of the finish line was showing 55:30-something as I approached. The announcer, as in past years, called out "Tucker Running Club in the house!" It may have been my imagination, but I thought he then said, "You're slowing down!" WHAT---EV---ER. My steps were carrying me quickly enough to the timing mat. I saw Bonnie up ahead on my right and heard her cheer as I crossed the finish line at 55:43 gun time, 55:29 on my watch. 

Thanks Bonnie for the photo and video! 

After accepting a cooling towel and the race medal, I recovered quickly enough to circle back to join Bonnie in cheering others into the finish line within the next few minutes after my finish. Mission accomplished! Not only did I achieve my goal finish time, I also ran the race with a nearly perfect progression - and I'm pretty happy with mile 5 as well. But, I don't think that I could have pushed myself for another mile today, so I have a lot of work to do in the next 12 weeks if I'm really going to run a sub-2-hour half-marathon. 

medal on top of the race shirt logo


August 19, 2023: Atlanta's Finest 5K

I'm no longer a COVID virgin. After 3-1/2 years of dodging the dreaded virus, five vaccinations between March 2021 - Seprtember 2022, it caught me when I had completely let down my guard. I missed the Decatur-DeKalb 4-miler on Saturday August 5, as we went to Houston to visit my mother. Based on the timing of the onset of symptoms, we were probably exposed on Sunday August 6, at some stage of our return from Houston Hobby airport onto Delta flight 1509 through Hartsfield-Jackson Atlanta airport. I had registered to run the Vinings Downhill 5K on Saturday August 12, but the night before the race, I developed symptoms. Fortunately I reserved an 8:15 am appointment at our local Immediate Care facility. The physician assistant confirmed the COVID diagnosis, and a slight "wheeze" in the lower lobe of my left lung "but not too bad" she quickly assured me. It was just enough to earn myself a prescription for Paxlovid. A five-day anti-viral treatment was the cure. Days 1 - 3 were fairly unpleasant, including some brain fog, but on day 4, I felt well enough to take an hour-long brisk walk at our local park. On day 5, I worked in some 60-second easy runs interspersed with walk breaks. On day 6, Thursday August 17, my isolation period ended and I went to work. In the evening I completed a 5K easy run concluding with four strides. I didn't feel any ill effects from COVID other than the expected slight lack of fitness from not running for several days. Although the current strain seems to be extremely contagious, I seem to have escaped any serious or long-term adverse affects. I decided that could run today's race, but would do so cautiously. My only goals were to run the first couple of miles conservatively, then pick up the pace if I was capable of it, perhaps racing the final kilometer or so. That would get me to the finish line in less than 30 minutes, I hoped. 

In front of Centennial Olympic Park before the race

I arrived for today's race in time to warm up, out-and-back on the last half-mile of the race course, as I did before last year's race. Lining up near the back of wave B, I said hello to several friends and acquaintances in the wave. Wave A started almost as soon as I arrived, we moved up in wave B, and it was time to run! I decided to run with Lindy Liu for awhile. Lindy was doing the race as a tempo training run, preparing for the Big Peach Sizzler 10K on Labor Day. Her pace seemed like the right pace for me, around 9:15 min / mile pace. The first mile was north on Marietta Street, gently downhill or level the entire way. I kept reminding myself, take it easy, I'll have to run uphill in the 3rd mile. I didn't see the mile 1 marker, but my watch recorded 9:10 for mile 1, just about right. 

66 deg F at the start!!

At that stage, Lindy sped up a bit and moved ahead of me. I caught up with Colleen Curran, who I met five years ago when we were both in the training group for the 2018 Publix Atlanta Marathon. She's training for the Atlanta 10-Miler in mid-October, a race that I recently registered for myself, along with the Thanksgiving Half Marathon. I think I did most of the talking as we ran together for a half-mile or so. At the U-turn onto Tech Parkway, I left Colleen behind, and caught up with Susie Kim. I wasn't paying too much attention to my pace, but wasn't pushing things, just rolling along. At the water station, Stephanie Batson and Kim Harrell were cheering me on, as I accepted a cup of water from Stephanie. Other than the short walk break to drink the water, that was the only walk break that I took in today's race. Getting back up to speed, catching up with Susie, we started working our way up the first little hill on the Georgia Tech campus. I lost Susie in that stretch, and just focused on running my own consistent pace. Cresting the hill, the mile 2 alert sounded, 9:07, 18:17 elapsed. 

Approaching the intersection with North Avenue, where I had completed my warmup earlier this morning, I knew that I was about 6 minutes from the finish line. My watch showed 22 minutes elapsed, so I was definitely going to break 30 minutes. On Luckie Street, I caught up again with Lindy Liu. We ran together for a moment, then I was in front. I was getting ahead of most of the other runners around me, without consciously speeding up, so I think that most of the other people were slowing down. I was running well, just trying to find a straight path to run. A couple of volunteers were cheering us on: one of them said "I want to run like that old guy." I looked around and didn't see an old guy gaining on me, so I just kept working my way forward. Up and down another hill, then I could see the traffic light for Ivan Allen Blvd up ahead. It took another minute to reach the intersection, 26 minutes elapsed as I crossed the street. Now it was time to pick up my pace. The route was net downhill from this stage, so I surged ahead, running past the Georgia Aquarium. Mile 3 alert, 8:54, 27:11 elapsed. That was basically my finish time last year, but post-COVID I'm just happy to be running. 

Happy with my pace progression!

Before reaching the final turn onto Baker Street, a couple of younger men passed me. I tried to keep up with them, but I was at my highest gear. I made a beeline for the finish line, but a young woman jetted past me. Where did she come from?! 

from Atlanta Track Club Facebook page, added August 24: 
I'm in the gray singlet, still fuzzy

A few seconds later, the woman in black is gaining on me.
I was oblivious at that very moment. 

Where the heck did she come from???!!!

Resignation: no way I can catch up to her. 
Her gaze is totally focused on the finish line.  

Anyway I crossed the finish line, official time 28:06. I was pretty happy that I had properly parceled out my energy across the distance. 

I chatted with Lindy for a few minutes after the race, and she was heading out for 3 more miles. I was thinking that I was done, but after I picked up my shirt and dropped it off at my car, I decided to follow Lindy's example and go out for a few more miles myself. I need to get my mileage up if I'm going to have a good experience in the 10-miler and the Thanksgiving half! 

Race statistics

Getting back into the training routine with an 8-mile day