January 21, 2023: Jerome Scales Southside 5-Miler

With 5 weeks to go until the marathon, my confidence is gradually returning. A 20-mile long run last Sunday was successful, as well as a good recovery within the next couple of days. I hope that enough of the humility knocked into me a couple of weeks ago will remain: part of the marathon taper will be finding that perfect balance between confidence and humility to support my best performance on race day. 

Today's Jerome Scales races moved to a new location: the city of College Park, an Atlanta suburb adjacent to Hartsfield-Jackson International Airport. The community was founded in the 1890's and was an early education center, home of the Georgia Military Academy which since evolved into the Woodward Academy, an excellent private K-12 school. Unfortunately for College Park, in the 1920's the city of Atlanta elected to build its airport immediately to its east. As aviation has advanced from the Wright Brothers' propeller plane into today's wide-body long-range twinjets, College Park has declined, as one of the world's busiest airports has overwhelmed large sections of its neighbor. When I looked at the race route, it looked like we would run through the middle of College Park, thinking that we would run down the Main Street with a lively number of restaurants and other businesses. 

I had worked late Friday night on a grant application (due February 5) and was nervous that I might miss a 5 am alarm this morning. Fortunately our cat Milo conscientiously and cheerfully took on the job of ensuring that I didn't oversleep. Milo knows how much I enjoy running - he's a smart guy, and I think he reads this blog even though he denies it, but he never admits to any of his other mischief.... Anyway, Milo put his very best effort into waking me up around 4:45 am. Thanks to Milo, I was "grateful" to turn off the alarm a couple of minutes before 5:00 am, sparing everyone from the annoying noise. And after feeding breakfast to Milo and his older sister and brother, and getting dressed with two layers for a cool morning run, I drove to the College Park MARTA station with plenty of time to park and pick up my bib, even staying warm inside the car for a few extra minutes. 

Bryan Greenberg's son Ben ran his first
Atlanta Track Club race this morning! 
Notice that Ben is wearing a Maryland Terrapins cap,
to match his father's distinctive race day kit. 

Around 7:30 am I finally began to warm up. Coach Carl had recommended taking this race "nice and easy", with 1 mile warm-up and 1 mile "warm-down". Today was just a good opportunity for 7 easy miles in advance of next weekend's 22-mile long run. Unfortunately I had trouble finding a good place to warm up, as the parking lot was fenced in. The only outlets were the road from the highway that I had driven into the parking lot, and a path across the timing mat, which I didn't want to trigger ahead of time. I managed to safely navigate 0.84 miles at 11 min / mile pace, and after a quick porta-potty stop, another 0.59 miles slightly faster, arriving in the C corral just a few minutes before we were due to start. 


Right before our start, an airplane took off from the airport
(in the background). I wanted to photograph the next takeoff, 
but our wave began the race before we saw another plane.

The airhorn sounded at 8:04 am, and I cautiously started, practicing a marathon day conservative start. Just ahead of me was Linda Bode Phinney, so I caught up with her, and we chatted for a few minutes. Then my watch sounded the 4:30 walk break, so I dropped back, while Linda went on to win her age group. Good thing I didn't try to keep up with Linda beyond the first half-mile, otherwise I would have messed up the "nice and easy" part. After 30 seconds walking, my pace had dropped from low 9 min / mile to high 9 min / mile, and I decided that I would aim for no faster than marathon goal pace, around 10 min / mile. 

Blue is slow, dark blue is walking.
I picked up the pace after passing the 
mile 4 marker, where the route turns green. 

I could see Main Street in the distance, but it turned out that the road didn't cross the MARTA right-of-way. So we turned right onto East Main Street, while I looked left across the tracks to try to see if I remembered any of the restaurants from a walk with Bonnie on Main Street about a year ago. I remember the sign for "The Breakfast Boys". On East Main Street we passed what looked like a small bed-and-breakfast, mixed among a church, some homes and various small businesses. Mile 1, 10:05. Perfect! 

In mile 2, we turned into a neighborhood for a few blocks. I decided to take a cup of water at the hydration station, even though I had taken a walk break just 1 minute earlier. In a couple of more blocks, we separated from the 5K runners, with the 5-Miler folks turning back onto East Main Street. I passed the mile 2 marker in 9:59. I wasn't paying much attention to my watch during the race, occasionally glancing just to make sure that I wasn't running too fast or that my heart rate was too high - around 140 bpm, in the middle of my aerobic zone, so that was just fine. It was good to learn today that I could take an extra walk break at a water stop without expending extra effort or sacrificing marathon goal pace. 

Early in mile 3, a fellow caught up to me and an older runner (I think) that I was leapfrogging with my run-walk intervals. "Is this the senior group?" he asked? I replied jokingly "we're competing for the AARP age group award." He looked like a relatively new member of the senior group himself, definitely younger than me. He said "I have three goals: 1) don't walk, 2) don't fall, and 3) don't require paramedic assistance." I responded "Well, I do run-walk, so #1 is out for me. But for the third one: have you heard, 'you haven't tried hard enough unless you end up in the medical tent!'?" That brought out a laugh, "I'll have to remember that one" he said as he moved ahead. 

We crossed the city limit into East Point, then turned right onto Willingham Road. To our right there was a nice track with soccer goals - and without any American football goalposts, which not a common sight at high schools in the Southeast. Then I saw the sign for Woodward Academy. Throughout the next couple of miles, we ran near the academy. Before today I had not realized the size of Woodward Academy, but makes sense with four campuses in this part of College Park divided by age grades. Certainly other private schools located closer to the center of Atlanta, such as Paidaea and the International School, have much smaller campuses. Mile 3: 10:05. 

Shortly afterwards, we passed a sensor at the 3.11 mile mark, i.e. the 5K split. Aha, that's to ensure that the 5-Mile participants have covered the full distance, or at least will detect that if a registered 5-Miler only runs the 5K distance, they can get sorted into the correct race results. As we made a couple of turns, Alice Pate caught up with me, then she seemed to slow down and we didn't end up running together. In the meantime, I was thinking appreciately about how this course was relatively easy, with some gently rolling small hills but nothing difficult. What a nice comparison to the previous courses for this race at Wolf Creek Amphitheater, where I had badly strained several muscles in my legs running downhill far too fast in the 12K distance, or last year's 5K in a different neighborhood but just as hilly. 

It's a good thing that I had kept my thoughts about an easy course to myself, because midway through the fourth mile, we began climbing up Harrison Road for a couple of blocks. Fortunately a 30-second walk break at 34:30 allowed me to avoid the worst of the difficulty of this hill. When I resumed running, I could reach the crest of the hill rather strongly. Of course we all know that it wouldn't have been an Atlanta Track Club road race if there were no memorable hills. There was another water station on Walker Avenue in front of a park. The water was bracingly cold, sitting out in 40 deg F temperature. I was thinking about how great it will be to have similarly chilled water stations at the Peachtree Road Race in July. Hopefully someone in the Track Club administration will see this blog post, will realize what a great suggestion this is, and will make it so by July 4. More than five months is plenty of time to act on my fantastic idea. You're welcome, Atlanta Track Club.  

Upon making a turn, we joined the route of the 5K participants. The route was a little crowded, especially when there was a scrum of people in the middle of the street just past the intersection. Oh no, that means a medical problem of some kind. I tried to give plenty of room as I passed. A woman had fallen and had blood on her head, but at least she was sitting up and speaking with the Atlanta Track Club staff and/or paramedics attending to her. There were quite a few potholes and depressed manholes on this course. I definitely paid more attention to the road surface for the rest of today's race.   

Just ahead of me I saw 75-year-old Sam Benedict. Sam is still a strong runner, and he was on his way to another age group win. Sam often runs a similar pace as me, but I realized that I was going to catch up with him and probably pass him today. With a "Click!" the competitive switch in my brain turned ON. I said "Hi Sam" as I passed him as we turned a corner. Mile 4: 9:42. I had not gone into today's race with much of a plan, since I wasn't really racing. But as the miles progressed, I was feeling good, and had already decided that it would be fun to speed up a bit once I passed the mile 4 marker. At 39:30 it was time to take a walk break. But I had just strongly passed Sam Benedict. How would it look if I took a walk break now? So I just kept running, hoping that I was strong enough to finish the last mile without a walk break. We were now running due south on Adams Street. My watch was showing ca. 8:20 min / mile pace, which I felt was sustainable for 8 minutes or so. I was passing quite a few walkers in the 5K group, and also occasionally passing some runners that I think were in the 5-mile race. I remember passing one man wearing orange sleeves who definitely was in the 5-mile race. Although I was moving quite a bit faster than marathon goal pace, I kept my mechanics solid. My increased effort was well-controlled, and I definitely wasn't going all out. We passed a large cemetery to our left, as the man with orange sleeves caught up to me and passed. Oh well, I wasn't trying to pass everyone at the end of the race. The watch sounded a walk alert at 44:30, but I totally ignored it. With the run alert at 45:00, I was thinking, just three minutes or so.

There were some hills, but notice the vertical axis:
only about 70 feet difference from lowest to highest elevation. 

At this stage we crossed the same intersection that we had turned on the outbound start. Some of the faster finishers were doing their cooldowns in the opposite direction of our finish. I guess they were able to get out of the finish zone in the MARTA parking lot without crossing the timing mat again. What I notice most is that we were running uphill, again. The finish line must be close, but exactly how far? 2 minutes now? I could see the highway below and to the left. As we made a right turn, it suddenly looked like most of the runners ahead of me sped up. I guess they were excited to approach the finish line, although I could not see any indication of it. After the race, when I checked the Garmin results, I realized that it was me that slowed down, not necessarily that the others sped up. After a block I realized that I must be within a minute of the finish line, and sped up again. One 5-mile runner was trying to encourage the 5K walkers to pick up the pace into the finish. As I passed him, he said "See that guy, kicking my ass?!" I shrugged my shoulders after I passed, trying to signal with body language - 'please don't take it personally'. I imagine that my shrug was too subtle for anyone to see, but I think that his comment was said in good humor. 

Then there was a left turn, and I realized that the finish line was just ahead and to the right. In the last mile, I must have passed the runner who had referred to our "senior group" early in mile 2, since he tapped me on the left elbow, said "Let's go!" I accepted the invitation and launched into a stride toward the finish line. He was making a broader turn, whereas I saw that I could run a perfect tangent to the finish line. The only problem is that I had to squeeze myself between a 5K walker and the right post of the finish banner, but I managed it without colliding into anyone or anything. I looked to my left and the feet of my new competitor crossed the timing mat precisely in synch with my finish. I turned and said out loud "Photo finish!" which was echoed by Atlanta Track Club director Rich Kenah. We exchanged fist bumps but I didn't get his name. We don't show up next to each other in the results since we didn't start together, so I won't be able to figure out his finish time, whether he was faster or slower than me over the 5-mile course. Only then did I stop my watch, but no problem, my official time was 48:12, and my final mile was a solid 8:21. Not earth-shattering but an excellent way to finish out a 5-mile race.  

I'm very happy to see that I passed 22 people net,
in the 1.9 mile stretch between the 5K timing sensor
and the finish line.  

I stood around for awhile to socialize with some of the age group winners and a few other finishers, but soon realized that I still needed to run a little more to ensure that I covered at least 7 miles for the day. My legs were stiff at first, but loosened up quickly enough over 0.78 miles. Now I realize why Coach Carl calls it a "warm-down" instead of a "cool-down".  

This afternoon, Milo was sound asleep, as if he 
had run the 5-mile race this morning. Or maybe
he was just tired because he woke up very early with me. 

January 14, 2023: Livvy's Love 8K Fun Run

I've run the Livvy's Love 8K fun run in 2014, 2015, 2016, 2017, and 2020, to support the Hayes' family foundation created to honor the memory of their daughter Olivia "Livvy", who tragically lost her life in a school bus accident in 2008. The in-person race returned this year after a two-year COVID pivot to a virtual-only race. I was trying to decide whether or not to register for the race, and whether it would be separate or a part of a 20-mile long run weekend. Shortly after completing the Red Nose Half Marathon last weekend, I told Bonnie that I wasn't going to run Livvy's Love after all. It took most of this week to recover from the rough race in Columbus. But after I had a good experience with an easy 7-mile medium-long run on rolling hills yesterday morning, I decided to run the race after all. Bonnie and I registered separately yesterday afternoon (Bonnie for the 5K), and I picked up our bibs and T-shirt from Big Peach Running Company in Decatur on the way home from work early yesterday evening. 

Nikki Hayes, Olivia's mother, was working at packet pickup. She immediately recognized me even though it had been 3 years (and I was not wearing running clothes!) and we exchanged a hug in the store. I asked Nikki, "I hope that you don't mind me asking, but ... how old would Livvy be today?" I was thinking college age, but Nikki answered "25 years old; she was age 10 and would have turned 11 the next month." "I've been told that a parent losing a child is the worst loss that a person can experience," and Nikki said "We don't even have a word for this. One loses a spouse, they are a widow, but there isn't a word for this." In that moment, seeing Olivia's photo, stopped in time as a 10-year-old child, we'll never know what her life might have been. I was so relieved that I had decided to run this race this year, no matter that it didn't perfectly fit in my marathon training program.  


I was already scheduled for 4 miles today (3 miles easy and 1 more covering the four strides), so the plan was to run-walk 4 miles with a very easy effort, not racing anyone at all, and then finishing the last mile of the race with the 4 strides, which would match up with a strong finish. My mantra for today was simply to save myself for tomorrow's 20-miler. 

It was a cold and windy January morning this year, but at least the temperature was slightly above freezing, and I never saw any ice on the race route. I wore three layers and carried a chemical handwarmer, as I knew that I would not run fast enough to work up much additional heat. It was a joy to warmly greet Olivia's father Norman, who also remembered me after 3 years. I stretched and then jogged in the parking lot with a couple of very easy loops, did the pre-race warmup with the group (which did leave me a little out of breath!), then walked with Norman to the starting area. There wasn't a big group for the 8K race, 10 finishers total in the results. No one looked anywhere close to my age. We counted down from 5, and then the 8K group started ahead of the 5K group. Olivia's older brother Norm Jr., age 29, began the race with a few of his good friends. Committing to my easy run-walk plan with the first steps, I didn't attempt to keep up with anyone. I had set my watch to 2:00 run, 0:30 walk intervals, and faithfully followed that plan as we worked our way on the Ring Road around the base of the mountain. (It's named for a rebel general. I don't know if or when the park will ever rename the roads, but I propose just calling it the Ring Road, as a non-offensive yet properly descriptive name.) A young woman running the 8K caught up and passed me during a walk break. I easily caught up with her when I resumed running. As I passed, I said "I'm running intervals, so we may be leapfrogging each other today." Sure enough, in my next walk break, she pulled well ahead. I deliberately reined in any thought of trying to keep up with her. About 1 mile into the race, a man close to my age caught up with me. I had no intention of trying to win anything today, and I asked if he was running the 8K. "The 5K" he replied. "And you?" I responded "I'm running the 8K." "More power to you!" he said as we approached the turnaround sign together, running uphill. Before we separated, I pointed out "You'll get to run back downhill! Have a good race!"

Another great thing about being a runner: 
seeing beautifully colorful skies at sunrise!

The sky had heavy clouds when we had arrived, but by the time that the race started, the clouds were beginning to clear, and the sun was beginning to provide a few rays of natural warmth. I settled into a comfortable routine, amongst other people who were apparently on their regular Saturday morning run or walk around the mountain, as most of the people that I saw weren't wearing race bibs. My splits for the first four miles were 11:27, 11:38, 11:50, and 11:13. I wasn't really trying to speed up in the fourth mile, but happily my legs and body finally warmed up enough so that the effort remained easy even though my pace slightly increased. After the trouble with elevated heart rate in last weekend's half marathon, I was very satisfied to see only high 120's beats per minute every time that I checked my watch, a "Zone 2 sub-aerobic" workout to this stage. 

Blue corresponds to the walk breaks;
yellow, orange, and red mark the strides,
followed by a push to the finish line. 

Around the 4-mile mark, I had caught up with the woman again, while she was walking. I tried to be encouraging, "Just a mile to go, we're almost done!" I didn't tell her that I was about to begin a series of strides as part of a training plan, and I hope that she didn't feel like I was trying to show her up. When the next walk break sounded, instead of walking, I began the first stride, 15 seconds of increased effort. I was running uphill, not exactly the best place to run a stride, but I thought of it as a short hill repeat. Then I slowed back down to an easy jog for 2+ minutes, until the next walk break alert, another 15-second stride uphill. Cresting the hill, it was now net downhill to the finish line. In two more minutes, I was running down a fairly steep hill when the alert sounded for the third stride, where I reached top speed for the day at 7.5 mph. I remembered how badly I had strained a quadriceps muscle five years ago foolishly running downhill for a mile as fast as possible, so I was very careful today, slowing down as soon as I had completed a 15-second count. 

The last stage of this race is uphill. As I made the last turn, an alert sounded for the fourth stride, so I picked up my pace for another 15 seconds. I saw no runners ahead of me, no one was close behind me. But with the race organizers cheering for me as soon as they saw me coming, I felt that it would be bad form to just easily jog into the finish, so I didn't slow down very much. About 100 feet from the finish line, I heard Nikki Hayes cheer "Go Frank!" and that encouragement helped me finish strongly, crossing the finish line just under 56 minutes. I thanked the people gathered at the finish line. I was just a bit out of breath from that last little push, the only time that I exceeded 150 bpm during today's race, but very satisfied with my pace discipline, and with preserving my energy for tomorrow's long run. Today's easy run was just enough to lubricate the hinges and knock off any rust, without adding any wear-and-tear. That will come tomorrow....

Rolling hilly route, fairly similar to any random five-mile stretch of
next month's Publix Atlanta marathon course. 

After Bonnie finished the 5K, we both ducked into the heated tent to get warm coffee (so good!) and to wait for the awards ceremony. I saw Nikki Hayes carrying a young girl, and by the especially affectionate way she carried the child, I felt like that was her granddaughter. Indeed, that was correct, in fact Nikki and Norman had two young granddaughters at today's race. I congratulated each of them on this happy news, hopefully two bright spots in their lives during the past three challenging years of the pandemic. I know that no one can never replace their daughter, but I felt a lot of joy to know that Olivia's older siblings were now parents/aunts/uncles to their next generation. 

I had not come to win anything, but I wanted to respect the Hayes family in the likely event that I had won my age group by default. The Hayes family gave out the 5K awards, then a special award for the oldest participant. As Norman Hayes called the name of an older Hayes relative (not sure if he was Norman's uncle or his father, but 72 years young), I whispered to Bonnie "I was afraid that I was going to win that award!" Olivia's grandparents and godparents were also among those honored as attending the event this morning. Then it was time for the 8K awards. Nikki gave a very gracious introduction to Bonnie and me as regular participants, before she called out my name as the winner of the men's 50 - 99 age group! (Full disclosure, I was both first and last place in my age group!)  

January 7, 2023: The Red Nose Half Marathon

I ran this race on a frigid windy morning in 2017, and enjoyed the experience despite the wintry conditions. I didn't expect that it would be 6 years before I returned to Columbus. When I set up the training plan with Coach Carl, he suggested racing a half-marathon as a checkpoint run at this stage, and with 7 weeks to go, this race perfectly fit the plan. 

The rest of the blog post will describe what I did right, and what I did wrong. Spoiler alert: there is a lot more red ink than blue in this post! I am writing this nearly a week after the race, after having some time to reflect on the experience. The main purpose in documenting right / wrong is to learn from this unexpectedly difficult race, with the marathon date rapidly approaching. I also had a "therapy" session with Carl on Zoom on Wednesday and he was sincere and very encouraging. He suggested that I also remember all of the workouts and long runs that have gone well in this training cycle, including a decent speedwork session on the track three days after the half-marathon described in this post.  

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Friday evening pre-race dinner:
Bonnie and Stephanie, support crew;
runners Susie, Rebecca, Kimberly, Donna, Frank

Saturday pre-race in the Marriott hotel lobby,
not taking ourselves too seriously

We arrived in Columbus Friday evening, had dinner around 7 pm with a few friends from Tucker Running Club, and went to bed early, before 10 pm. With an 8 am race start just a mile or two from our hotel, I awakened around 5 am. As typical on most mornings, my 60-year-old legs were sore, so I did some yoga stretches in the hotel room and that helped a lot. I also managed to go "number 2" at the hotel and didn't think about that any more before the race. With temperatures forecast in the mid-30's at the start but potentially rising to 50 degrees over the next two hours, I decided to wear a single-layer long-sleeved shirt (the 2017 race shirt!), tights, and a cap, to maximize comfort from start to finish. The blue shorts with the pockets held three UCAN packets. To run faster, I decided not to carry a water bottle. We met up with the other Tucker runners at their hotel at 7:15 am, and then I jogged about 2 blocks to the start. From 7:30 - 7:55 am, I hung out with other runners that I knew from Atlanta, which was nice (but I didn't introduce myself to anyone from Columbus). 

Here are just a few among the big crew
that came to Columbus from metro Atlanta 

Tucker Running Club
+ Sue Landa between Kimberly and Donna

While the socializing was a great side-benefit from running, that meant that I didn't run one easy mile beforehand, and/or didn't run any strides to work the heart rate up and down before the race. I told Bonnie the day before that I would make a sub-2 hour attempt, and didn't think realistically about my current conditioning based on recent results. I figured that I would start with the 2:05 pacer, and then I planned to work up to a negative split to catch up with the 2:00 pacer before the finish line. I ignored the 9:33 min / mi pace on the back side of the 2:05 pacer's sign. I ignored that my comfortable starting pace was more like 10 min / mi pace, and walked past the 2:15 pacer. I was bent over making sure that my shoelaces were tightly tied, so I wasn't paying attention when the airhorn suddenly sounded for the official race start. Walking with the 2:05 pacer to the start, we then began running. 

The airhorn has just sounded to start the race!
One of these men would win the race. 

In the middle of the pack, but 
already in front of the 2:05 pacer.

I felt good keeping up with the pacer for the first half-mile at a 9:05 min / mile pace. But I had forgotten to set the run : walk 4:30 / 0:30 intervals on my watch. About 6 minutes in, I heard the voice of Carl: "too much walking late in a race usually means that there wasn't enough walking earlier in the race" and I took a walk break. But only for about 15 seconds, then I sprinted to catch up with the pacer. Relying on my Garmin watch, the mile 1 alert sounded at 9:09 elapsed, but we actually passed the mile marker around 9:25.  

The pacer was adjusting in the right direction so I decided to run the second mile with him, taking walk breaks approximately every 5 minutes or so, then sprinting to catch back up to the pacer. I was aware that we were running downhill (south toward the river) so I rationalized that it was OK to run a little faster. A left turn and then another left turn a block put us closer to the river. Mile 2: 9:02. The number was too fast but I didn't feel it, having confidence out of balance with my preparation that I could keep this up for awhile. 

I read that the race would have Water and Frost Gatorade on course at Mile 2 (water only), Mile 3.75, Mile 5, Mile 6, Mile 9, Mile 10 & Mile 11.5, so I got the ridiculous idea that I didn't want the weight of a water bottle to slow me down. The first water stop was near the Mile 2 marker, but the cup was only about 1/5 full, and I didn't stop to get another cup.   

The pacer had walked through the water stop. Since I had enough time to catch up to and pass him, he had probably walked for a full minute, but he soon caught up with me. With every walk break, I was losing the pacer, so after only 15 - 20 seconds of walking, I would sprint to try to catch up with him. By the end of mile 3 (9:19), I was consistently lagging behind the pacer and that really bothered me. When we made a steeper downhill turn to get to the bluff adjacent to the river, I caught up with the pacer by running more quickly downhill. It got into my head that I would regain all of that elevation on the return trip. Then I tried out my mantra "relax and glide" and that led to another mantra "your race, your pace." Kimberly Harrell was running ahead of me, and I focused on keeping her in sight, not wanting to slip too far back. In mile 4, on the riverwalk, I enjoyed looking out at the fog rising from the Chattahoochee River. We momentarily turned away from shore, up a small hill, which I embraced with positive energy, knowing that later I would get to run downhill in the other direction. The next water station was better, I took a UCAN packet and was given half a cup of Gatorade, and drank that down while walking. Mile 4 (9:19).  

Sunrise over the Chattahoochee River

Stephanie accomplished a half-marathon 
of cheering and cowbell, at least
two full hours of race support.

I knew ahead of time that Bonnie and a friend from Tucker Running Club, Stephanie, would be cheering for us about 4-1/2 miles into the route, so I was looking forward to seeing them soon. Before long, I heard Stephanie banging enthusiastically on a cowbell as Kimberly passed, so I picked up the pace to get there more quickly. It was great to accept hand-slaps from Stephanie and Bonnie with a big smile as I passed without slowing down, wanting to "look good for the ladies." I was beginning to gain just a bit of ground on Kimberly, feeling more confident that I would catch up to and pass her in time. Mile 5 (9:18). Yet I knew that the pacer was well in front of me and that bothered me. Nevertheless I took a walk break through the next water station. I had planned to alternate water and Gatorade, so this time I accepted water, which was a more generous pour than a few miles ago.

Smiling, but
surprisingly sweaty at just 4 miles in

Hand-slap with Stephanie

Hand-slap with Bonnie

Despite falling behind a bit, I was mostly enjoying the run. The only concern was that my heart rate was reading high, 160 bpm as early the first half-mile. I have a new Garmin watch (thanks Bonnie!) so I didn't trust the reading. I tightened the band to improve contact with skin. Then since it was cold, I rubbed a bit of spit under the watch to improve conductance. But the Garmin was recording a heart rate reading 180 bpm by mile 5. Maybe it was because I had been excited to see Bonnie, but I still didn't trust the Garmin reading

We were crossing a bridge in the sixth mile when I began to feel dizzy. It felt like the bridge was very gently but perceptively bouncing up and down. I rationalized that it was the other runners in cadence causing the vibration. But then I was getting nauseous from the bouncing. I've never had a problem with motion sickness, so I decided it was time to take another walk break. The bouncing continued. Then we were off of the bridge. And the bouncing continued on solid land. Uh-oh. I had not checked my heart rate when the bridge had begun bouncing, but when I finally checked, my heart rate was 188 bpm.  

My 60-year-old heart should never beat that fast, unless I'm about the cross a finish line. Or on occasion with Bonnie....  But I decided that I better take a nice long walk break. Mile 6 (10:33). I was disappointed that the 2-hour finish wasn't going to happen today. But I began running again after the heart rate had dropped below 150 bpm. Unfortunately it would rise again after just a couple of minutes of running. Feeling badly about myself, I would finally give in and take another walk break. That continued for several miles: mile 7 (9:53), where I took the second UCAN packet - but I had no water! There was a turnaround at mile 7.55 at 1:12:46 elapsed (9:38 min / mile average pace), and then mile 8 (9:42). David Bloomquist had passed me immediately after the turnaround. I couldn't properly verbally acknowledge him, just waved and muttered "Go ahead".

I had started to fill some lower GI fullness. By mile 9, I began to worry that I would crap my pants at any moment. And that finally slowed me down to a reasonable pace (10:27). As each runner passed me, I was obsessed with negative thoughts. Which runner would be the 2:10 pacer? Eventually Ms. 2:10 passed me. I felt badly about myself for a moment, then let that go. It was much more important to focus mental energy on keeping the sphincter closed! I survived mile 10 (12:19) and mile 11 (12:04), taking my last UCAN packet with the mile 10 water station. Bonnie and Stephanie were waiting just past mile 11. And at the same spot, there was a large restroom facility at the "Rotary Club Park". 

Should I stay or should I go? I seriously considered stepping off the course and relieving myself in the restroom. Then I began obsessing about how it would be worse if I discovered that the bathrooms were locked, or if there was no toilet paper. And what did I say earlier about looking good for the ladies? Nothing wrong with a bathroom stop, but it wasn't gonna be a quickie. There was always the possibility that I might just quit if I stopped, or that it would be very difficult to get the old legs moving again. As I slowly approached, Stephanie held out her hand for a hand-slap, but I was feeling too negatively to return the gesture (I apologized to Stephanie afterwards). I did grab Bonnie's hand but I was grabbing for support, just the opposite of a confident or joyous hand-slap. 

One of the few times I ran - albeit slowly -
in mile 12.

Stephanie is encouraging me -
but I'm too grouchy to hold out my hand.

At least I was no longer dizzy. My heart rate was still recording in the 170's whenever I ran, so I was walking a lot. It was easier to keep the sphincter closed when I walked, but then I obsessed about the increased amount of time I would have to hold things together. I recognized Sue Landa after she passed me. I decided to speed up and run with her for awhile. I reminisced out loud about running for 5 - 6 miles in Brooklyn with her in the 2018 New York City Marathon. "When I saw you in mile 3, I didn't know you that well. By the time we separated in mile 8, you were a friend for life." I suppose I didn't want to leave this world without a last gasp of a kind word, that was how badly I was feeling. Now it was my GI tract instead of my heart that was my concern, so I suppose my risk was now only dying from embarrassment. I couldn't keep up with Sue, and dropped back to a walk. A few minutes later, a big group approached, with the 2:15 pacer at the front. My head was down, I felt defeated. Rebecca Ludwig was running with that pace group, and was kind enough to slow down and ask how I was doing. "Not good," I replied. But I began running again, although I was disappointed that I couldn't keep up with Rebecca either. Mile 12 (13:23), my slowest mile of the day. 

When I saw the mile 12 sign, I thought: "Only 10    11    12    13 minutes to the finish!" Not so close after all. In the meantime, Alice Pate and Caroline Dunn caught up with me. I had taken a walk break, so they opened up a gap in front of me. But my lower GI tract wasn't acting too badly, so I cautiously tried to speed up. Caroline's husband Paul had already finished and was cheering all of us on. He shouted "You have one big hill to climb and then you're done!" And upon turning the corner: I saw Mt. Columbus. I said out loud "$&#f*@!" (apologies to all who heard me swear on the course) but I turned on my best possible hill sprint short stride, and it was only a short block to the top. I turned north onto a level street. Paul asked how I was doing, and I blurted out "I just @?&!$#* want to finish." Dropping the F-bomb as a cheap comedic trick elicited the desired laughs from those around me, but I apologize again, that was really not appropriate, although it did seem to spur me on. I felt badly about dashing past Caroline and Alice shortly after they had passed me while I was limping along the Riverwalk, but I desperately needed to get to a porta-potty and surely one was waiting for me on the other side of the timing mat at the finish line. Mile 13 (11:38). One last turn, there was the finish line, and I dashed ahead with one last "burst" of speed, although my final sprint pace was only 8:19.



"Where's the porta-potty?"

I made it across both timing mats without slowing down, then suddenly stopped and that caused me to stumble to the side, although I caught myself well before falling. I accepted a medal from a volunteer; I think that I managed to mumbled some thanks, but I was now totally focused on the urgent business of finding a porta-potty. By the way, my finish time was 2:18:36 but I could not have cared less at that moment. The nearest porta-potty was a block away, but I perfectly walked the tangents to reach my target spot by the shortest possible route. Fortunately several stalls were open, and no one was waiting. The one that I selected was surprisingly clean even though more than 3 hours had passed since runners had first gathered for the start. Close the door, lock the door, and then...... the relief. I just sat on the can for a few minutes, regaining some mental rationality. I had totally blown off looking for Bonnie, but she texted me "Where are you?" I responded "Coming back   I needed to poop for the last hour". When I got back to Bonnie and the rest of the Tucker Running Club, nearly all of whom had finished ahead of me, I saw that they were all smiling and laughing as I returned, so Bonnie had obviously shared our private communication. Fortunately I felt much better by then, so I was able to laugh with them.   

The rest of the Tucker finishers kindly waited for me 
to return so that we could get this photograph!

I was even able to clown around
while walking to the car, mimicking
the statue child catching raindrops.

Lunch with Tucker Running Club. 
Rebecca was our first finisher - congratulations! 
To our surprise, Kimberly paid for us all - thanks! 

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Thanks to the Columbus Road Runners for putting on another great race, thanks to friends on the course who checked on me and cheered for me especially when I wasn't performing well, and many thanks to Coach Carl for helping me regain some confidence after the race. I really appreciate that Carl proactively reached out by e-mail after I had posted on Strava, "Rough race: perfect conditions, excellent course, not-so-great runner."

Carl wasn't sure that it was the absence of a warm-up that caused my heart rate to rise too quickly. Since I had not really tapered in the midst of marathon training, perhaps the 9-minute/mile pace for more than five miles was too much for me at that moment in the training cycle, but might not be a problem after the remaining weeks of training including a three-week taper. He speculated that the elevated heart rate could have resulted in gastrointestinal upset. I read a little about this, and what happens when the involuntary sympathetic nervous system kicks in due to stress: 

January 1, 2023: Resolution Run 5K

Eight weeks to go until the Publix Atlanta Marathon! I'm now in the tough part of the training. I ran last weekend's 20-miler on one of the coldest days in years, starting at 18 deg F at 11 am and finishing at 24 deg F around 3 pm. I don't feel like I've completely recovered. Thank goodness that this has been a "recovery week" so my "long run" for today was just 8 miles total. 

Listening to my body, I wasn't going to have any trouble complying with the "easy effort" prescription. And while it was more difficult than usual to get out of bed and get ready for a race this morning, the 8-mile total wasn't an issue. Bonnie and I arrived more than an hour before the 5K start, picked up our bibs. While it would have been nicer if I had socialized a bit more before the race, I was determined to get in some warm-up miles. I planned to run at least three miles beforehand, figuring that it didn't matter too much how I split up the miles if I wasn't pushing it in the race. Despite several minutes of dynamic stretching before I started, I felt really "rusty" this morning. I completed an easy run-walk loop around Piedmont Park, including the third mile of today's 5K race route, plus a couple of miles out-and-back on the Eastside Beltline. That totaled 3.4 miles before the race, and I felt a little better. 

warm-up route

I caught up with Brian Minor before the race, and made it very clear that I wasn't racing this morning, just trying "not to get hurt" and that for me at this time "everything is about marathon training." We both lined up at the back of wave B. After the airhorn sounded for our wave, it took a full minute to get to the starting line. Our favorite MC, Ronell Blackman, was announcing today's race, and I gave him a high-five right after crossing the timing mat. With a crowded wave in front of me, it was slow going, but exactly the type of patient start I needed to practice for the marathon. To my surprise, Brian and I "leapfrogged" a couple of times in the first mile. He was trying 4:30 run / 0:30 walk intervals. I had decided to try running straight through, but was keeping my effort easy. It helped that the first mile was mostly uphill, working our way around the higher side of the Active Oval before exiting Piedmont Park at the 14th Street gate, and continuing uphill on Piedmont Road past the mile 1 marker (+48 feet ascent). By just maintaining a steady effort and not forcing anything, I finished mile 1 in 9:58, close to my goal conservative start pace for the upcoming marathon. 

After passing the Botanical Gardens entrance at The Prado, we had a nice long downhill run. I passed Brian here, joking that "maybe we are racing after all" but within a few seconds, Brian had moved ahead of me again, and he stayed there for the rest of the run. There was a water stop on Westminster Drive along the north side of the park, and that was my only break, about 30 seconds, then back to running to take advantage of the downhill elevation. We made a loop around the newest section of the park, then the mile 2 alert sounded as we crossed Westminster heading south into the main part of the park. 9:23 for mile 2, thanks to the significant gravity assist (+26 feet ascent, -129 feet descent). 

Race route. Red is faster. 
My goal was to pick up the pace again, to finish the final 1.11 miles on a strong note. I spotted people ahead of me that I knew: Kalpana Patel, then Sue Landa and Alice Pate as we ran past the dog park, Colleen Curran shortly afterwards. I didn't mean to blow past them all, in fact I chatted with everyone but Colleen who happened to slow to a walk as I passed. I would have been happy to run together with any of them, but somehow I found myself getting in front and then I was past. At Park Tavern, a big and enthusiastic cheer group from Atlanta Running Club encouraged us to the finish. I wondered why the Running Club wasn't running ... but then there was the mile 3 marker. 9:17 for mile 3, (+55 feet ascent, -12 feet descent). 

I was determined to finish strongly. Unfortunately my legs were feeling tight so I couldn't really muster a stride. Coach Amy Begley was cheering us at the last turn. I saw Brian ahead of me but I wasn't going to catch up to him. His wife Beverly took his photo as he passed, then Beverly saw me coming and took my photo as well, about 10 seconds later. Crossing the finish line in 29:37 elapsed, I was happy with the progression. My legs were still tight, but I wasn't in pain. It was nothing like my glorious personal best 23:30 run five years ago, but I would have been disappointed if I had tried to run much faster today. Like I said earlier, right now it's all about marathon training, endurance over speed. 

Post-race cool-down.
I'm not sure why there is so much red!  
I collected a bottle of water and a free waffle from Bantam & Biddy. Then I realized that I had better start moving soon before the legs locked up, if I was to complete the 1.6 miles remaining for the day - plus I wanted to get back to the finish line in time to see Bonnie. I made a quick loop through the neighborhood on Monroe Drive, turning left on Park Drive to follow a short section of the marathon route into Piedmont Park, then back and forth between the lake and the main gate to finish the daily mileage. And happily, my legs felt better after completing 8 relatively easy miles than they had when I started earlier this morning. 

Screenshot from Beverly's video